Art by: Kevin (Wak) Williams
My mother took the time to instilled a sense of and a fear of God within me. My mother who had cancer and knew she was dying was extremely concerned for my well being in her absence, and therefore, with the best of intention, of getting me spiritually ready to face life in her absence, she made prayer and praying a terrible burden I did not want to bear.
Therefore, when my mother eventually died, a few weeks after my seventh birthday; I stopped praying, and did not go down upon my knees to speak to God in personal prayer. The prolong absence of formal prayer in my life was not because I hated God, because I did not. However, in my mother's worries and anxiety about my spirituality, after she departed this life, she made prayer such burden for me. I hated formal prayers and for 39 years after my mother's death, I neglected to fall on my knees in personal prayer.
This was so except for twice. In 2008, when I was in Bermuda, when police elements within the Bermuda Police Service, tried to have me declared crazy or mentally ill, and proceed to put psychoactive drugs in my drinking water, causing me to experience a strange and hightened sense of awareness, I have never experienced before. Because I had a premonition I was going to die, I fell on my knees in my apartment and I cried out to God.
I have had life threatening injuries before, and I was not afraid. However with this premonition I experienced, I experience increase heart rate, clammy hands and sweating. In all honesty I was not ready for a meeting with my creator, because my life was littered with fornication and adultery, and a meeting at that time and stage of my life, meant only one thing: meeting the Holy One of Israel not as my God and Redeemer but as an enemy, as my judge and as my executioner.
It was the Bermuda Police Service plans and objectives to have the symptoms of the phychoactive drug, manifested themselves, while I was in public, creating big drama; in the same way they did to Sergeant of Police Dawson Dates before me. However, it was the awesome love and protection of my Holy Father, that cause the delay of the side effects to be activated, only when I was in the comfort, privacy and seclusion of my home did I experienced the side effects of the phychoactive drugs that was tatically and strategically place in my drinking water.
Other than those two times, I spoke to Yahuwah on the go. However, in the third quarter of December 1985, I went back to Church after a 12 years absence. I knew of God but I didn't know who Yahuwah was. I was active in church, yet, I didn't do the formal prayer, and I didn't read the Bible but I was a "Christian". I knew Yahuwah was present in my life, he knew me very well and played an active role in my life and I have often seen his protective hand intervening in my life, but I didn't know him.
It was not until 2012, while living in New York City (NYC), when I purchased a RV and I left New York City with no destination in mind, that I begin to get to know Yahuwah. For over six months I drove, from one state to the next, from one County to the next from one City to the next, until I stop for w while in North Carolina.
On several occasions, I unknowinly drove into some pro-white, racist towns, and parked my RV in their town for days, without out any trouble or any sign of prejudice extended towards me. I still was not formally praying, but I talked to God on the go, however, at least now I was reading.
I began to learn more and more about Yahuwah, and I began to identify his hands and his actions in my life and I gave him the credit for his intervention. Yahuwah was extremely busy, getting me out of mess, and I became even bold and unafraid.
It was not until I came to California that I began to develop a rock solid relationship with the Creator. If anyone would have told me, how intimately Yahuwah get in our life, I would not have believe. If anyone told me that unconditional faithfulness to Yahuwah came with so many real benefits; I would not have believed.
I have been foolishly using the word untouchable to describe myself, even though I did not know Yahuwah, I knew he was always intervening in my life, I know he always protected me; however, today I know for sure I am untouchable. I understand why I am untouchable, and my enemies know that I am.
If someone told me, this is how Yahuwah operates, I would not have understood what they meant. But today I don't understand I know what it is to receive directly from the hands of Yahuwah.
The unfortunate thing is if I told you my stories or share my experience with you, you will not understand or get it. You will only understand when you experience it for yourself.
My mother took the time to instilled a sense of and a fear of God within me. My mother who had cancer and knew she was dying was extremely concerned for my well being in her absence, and therefore, with the best of intention, of getting me spiritually ready to face life in her absence, she made prayer and praying a terrible burden I did not want to bear.
Therefore, when my mother eventually died, a few weeks after my seventh birthday; I stopped praying, and did not go down upon my knees to speak to God in personal prayer. The prolong absence of formal prayer in my life was not because I hated God, because I did not. However, in my mother's worries and anxiety about my spirituality, after she departed this life, she made prayer such burden for me. I hated formal prayers and for 39 years after my mother's death, I neglected to fall on my knees in personal prayer.
This was so except for twice. In 2008, when I was in Bermuda, when police elements within the Bermuda Police Service, tried to have me declared crazy or mentally ill, and proceed to put psychoactive drugs in my drinking water, causing me to experience a strange and hightened sense of awareness, I have never experienced before. Because I had a premonition I was going to die, I fell on my knees in my apartment and I cried out to God.
I have had life threatening injuries before, and I was not afraid. However with this premonition I experienced, I experience increase heart rate, clammy hands and sweating. In all honesty I was not ready for a meeting with my creator, because my life was littered with fornication and adultery, and a meeting at that time and stage of my life, meant only one thing: meeting the Holy One of Israel not as my God and Redeemer but as an enemy, as my judge and as my executioner.
It was the Bermuda Police Service plans and objectives to have the symptoms of the phychoactive drug, manifested themselves, while I was in public, creating big drama; in the same way they did to Sergeant of Police Dawson Dates before me. However, it was the awesome love and protection of my Holy Father, that cause the delay of the side effects to be activated, only when I was in the comfort, privacy and seclusion of my home did I experienced the side effects of the phychoactive drugs that was tatically and strategically place in my drinking water.
Other than those two times, I spoke to Yahuwah on the go. However, in the third quarter of December 1985, I went back to Church after a 12 years absence. I knew of God but I didn't know who Yahuwah was. I was active in church, yet, I didn't do the formal prayer, and I didn't read the Bible but I was a "Christian". I knew Yahuwah was present in my life, he knew me very well and played an active role in my life and I have often seen his protective hand intervening in my life, but I didn't know him.
It was not until 2012, while living in New York City (NYC), when I purchased a RV and I left New York City with no destination in mind, that I begin to get to know Yahuwah. For over six months I drove, from one state to the next, from one County to the next from one City to the next, until I stop for w while in North Carolina.
On several occasions, I unknowinly drove into some pro-white, racist towns, and parked my RV in their town for days, without out any trouble or any sign of prejudice extended towards me. I still was not formally praying, but I talked to God on the go, however, at least now I was reading.
I began to learn more and more about Yahuwah, and I began to identify his hands and his actions in my life and I gave him the credit for his intervention. Yahuwah was extremely busy, getting me out of mess, and I became even bold and unafraid.
It was not until I came to California that I began to develop a rock solid relationship with the Creator. If anyone would have told me, how intimately Yahuwah get in our life, I would not have believe. If anyone told me that unconditional faithfulness to Yahuwah came with so many real benefits; I would not have believed.
I have been foolishly using the word untouchable to describe myself, even though I did not know Yahuwah, I knew he was always intervening in my life, I know he always protected me; however, today I know for sure I am untouchable. I understand why I am untouchable, and my enemies know that I am.
If someone told me, this is how Yahuwah operates, I would not have understood what they meant. But today I don't understand I know what it is to receive directly from the hands of Yahuwah.
The unfortunate thing is if I told you my stories or share my experience with you, you will not understand or get it. You will only understand when you experience it for yourself.